I Just Hate Lemonade

Post 15 Just when I think that my writing is of no use, someone mentions it and I become inspired to continue. I write to release the tangles of knots that build up inside daily. I run from these tangles and just like when I wind up the cord on my hairdryer each time, somehowContinue reading “I Just Hate Lemonade”

My Pet Rock

Post 14 It’s such a strange place to be in, here. The world goes around everyday but everyday it stands still. For US. Over here on the dark side of the moon. Nothing really matters. If the sun shines or it rains all day. There’s a song…”It don’t matter to the sun”… I used toContinue reading “My Pet Rock”

Extraordinary Oil of Joy

Post 13 Good day to you and thank you for joining me! I have been filled tonight with something I cannot contain. My last post was talking about Mercury in retrograde and how the last sentence grabbed on to me. “Coincidences can be extraordinary”. Just reading that still perplexes me if you want to knowContinue reading “Extraordinary Oil of Joy”

Legendary Dale #3 & How He Helped Me 20 Years Later

Post 13.5. I didn’t post # 12 just yet I read today that Mercury is in retrograde. I have a ‘mental mentor’ that sends me assistance… mentally you know. Duh. Today it was the explanation of what I was feeling from an astrological standpoint. Mercury is the ruling planet of Gemini (me). And its inContinue reading “Legendary Dale #3 & How He Helped Me 20 Years Later”

Balance of Power

Post 13 It’s a sweet, breezy, beautiful, sunny day here in East Tennessee with a perfect temp of 75 degrees. Honestly there couldn’t be a more perfect day. Not too hot in the shade, perfect in the sun but none of it motivates me to enter the world. I sit here with all the pupsContinue reading “Balance of Power”

Cowboys

Post 10 I never looked twice at a farm boy. A cattle guy. Anyone from my father’s world could NOT catch my attention. B O R I N G…. I knew him for twenty years. Not one second glance. Although I will say that there was ONE time I watched him with my dad….. YEARSContinue reading “Cowboys”

Just Time

Post 9 Good morning friends… been a minute since I’ve been able to come here with you. (I actually started this post before the last one… the flooding of my basement had overcome me) Thank you for joining me again. Time. Time is going so fast. How is it that the sands in the hourglassContinue reading “Just Time”

THE BENDS

POST 8 Shhhhhhh. Do you hear that? No. That’s how it feels most every day. I don’t hear him coming through the door. I don’t hear that badass truck roll up and shut down. I don’t hear him finishing his walk into the house on the phone with somebody chatting about nothing or they calledContinue reading “THE BENDS”

Dangerously Hot Water

Post 7 ***I need to kind of correct this a bit… after sleeping on it and waking up reading it I realize it comes across much more grief stricken than it actually was. We really couldn’t have had a better weekend unless Toddy had been there. It was actually a quite wonderful weekend with theContinue reading “Dangerously Hot Water”

Honoring Your Husband

Part II Post 6 **I wanted to delete some of this but just cannot as it is part of my story… My first post about Honoring Your Husband was a brief synopsis of how I became the person I was before I became involved with Todd. My why I was who I was at thatContinue reading “Honoring Your Husband”